What's next

Waiting for such a long time and the weather here still very cold. I feel very disappointed! Disappointed about some of the lessons. It is not fair to say disappointed to the course, but more on my decision to make the choice.

I feel quite lost when I start to ask my self what's next.

What's next? In a life time, always need to think about it.

I am so sorry to be emotional in these 2 weeks, I cannot laugh and be calm. I want to escape from my classmates and do not want to talk. I cannot really control myself well.

I feel bad to keep waiting, but still have no chance to go for longer trip with my good friends here to go somewhere. Until everyone has no interested to go together or not possible to go together. Yes I feel disappointed.

Waiting for Italian course to start. Waiting for cold weather gone. Waiting for the new Spring. But time really flying and I will come back to the busy HK life again and then I will forget here.

And then I will miss here. And now It is more stupid that I know I missed to enjoy this moment.