Eat Pray Love

It is amazing to watch "Eat, Pray, Love" in the plane after 2 months trip from Italy. Many friends told me to watch it when I was in Hong Kong before this trip.

I feel really release after these 2 months, so incredible. I think I really forgive myself. I know I will still doing stupid decisions. I know that I cannot follow the majority. I know in our life, we gain and we lost.

So I am afraid back to Hong Kong. I dislike the compressed environment, compressed thinking method, I dislike lack of choices, I dislike I will sallowed by the big tide and lost again. When successful means having a mansion, having good title, having money, woman getting married before 30, working very hard, prepare money as soon as you can to afford retirment. I was following the rules to achieve success, I feel something wrong and the sign keep knocking on my heart.

Indeed, during this period, I realised that everything surrounding us are not belonging to us. God brings back somedays. We just can do our best to treat them well, we cannot force others to follow our wishes. The things not belong to you is never belong to you.

Thanks God to take away what is not belonging to me as I am not mature to face it.