When I touched the clothes that I bought to him, the feeling was strange and not easy to balance. I try to think positively so that I really can influence my mom. Indeed I know I cannot see him anymore, he was gone. I can remember the feeling to touch his hands, there are 4 sponges underneath. His hair was very soft, but he was too weak.
I remember walking with him, cycling with him and swimming with him. There was a lot of history related to my university life and the beginning of works. People and stuffs were pasting through my life forever.
I cannot see him again. Then I pray to God, please take care of him. Take care of my mom.
Now I realised that Timing is very important. Sometimes when people need help, we shall be there, don't think about next time, next better timing. Something cannot wait. Or we miss the chance to love and to be loved.
I want to tell my mom that Love is always here, I will always love her even I am not with her all the times. It is not easy to let Chinese understand, they always hope children always be with them.
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